I think out of everything, I’m going to miss your hands, voice and eyes the most. The hands the held me when I was happy, sad or mad. The hands that would creep to my side of the car and gently grab mine, the hands the explored every inch of me. The voice that would sing beautiful songs at random times, the voice that told me ‘I love you’, the voice that I can’t stand to go a day without hearing. The eyes that lit up, the eyes that formed a complete smile. I’m just going to miss you. More than I will ever be able to put into words. I’m going to feel lost for a long time, not waking up to that voice, those eyes… those hands, holding me.
I just want you to know that every day was so worth it. Every smile, every tear, every good memory, every fight. You are worth it. You will always be worth it. I would fight a never ending war, just to know I was doing it for someone that actually matters.
I made you a very big promise, and I will keep it. I will wait for you. Even if I have to wait forever. I can’t stand the thought of even looking at someone else. I can’t stand the thought of another girl laying on your side of the bed. So, no one else will. Your spot will always be here, waiting.
I love, I love, I love you. A thousand times, I love you.
To the moon and back, baby.